wh0 we are??

after all this things happen.. one by one person i have loved move on.. but they're move on for good.. which is im happy for them.. i have to be happy.. im must! husna's wont easy on anyone rite? hehehe.. but here we are.. facing the same problems.. every single day.. keep dreaming about future which is are totally not for us.. 

as for this night.. i juz wanna share the old me versus the latest of me since someone make a request for it.. do comment and advice.. hahahah

Old Vs New

based on the picture u can assume how messy i am before.. fat enough to be treated badly.. no friend.. no bff.. including no one would ever share LOVE with me.. but i know Allah plan the best for me.. which is.. Allah plan a path where it was the good one..

yes. i don't have a friend. all in my life. people treated me based on my body.. and my dark skin.. 
but Allah give angle to protect me from BAD friendship.. i dont need to describe wht BAD things on school rite..

indeed, no one ever want to share their LOVE.. all my friend on the same age like me back then keep receiving love note etc.. have their own crush.. but me? nothing.. i start being known on the age of 20.. fully being known at 23 years old which is this year.. 
but i never sad about it.. Allah also send an angle to protect me from BAD relationship.. basically im protected.. 

i proud of my life now.. Hope Allah always be with us.. 


#sayang sekadar cinta. 
#cinta yang tiada mulianya.
#Kemuliaan Cinta hanya datang dari Allah

What Do i Begin~

 First, all my dreams come true.. i have loving parents,. fun job.. fun office mate.. easy to collaborate with guys,, that's for the first time in my life, i do open minded to be friends with the guys.  I do thought they were outdated and not so cool like the girls i have been friend. But, as i know Allah still love me, things get better now and more. Suddenly, all happen in just one night.. 

I do get the chance, which is i have never thought they could ask me to come to.. Oh Allah, keep my parents live happily ever after, and give the chance to me to take good care of them..

Oh yes, about my fun job.. literally i work as technician... when my first time come to the office, i look like a statue, no talk no walking around. just sit down and on the silent mood..

But as i say Allah always be there for me, things have changes, i have new friend, new surrounding, new thought, new minded people, i do hope it last until the end of the time. 

Allah knows the best for us, why we searching for someone to love us, What can i say here, when u Love Allah, Love Rasullulah, Love Parents, nothing can doubt u. 

In this life, there's always a test to be given, but its depends on us how to settle it. By minds on by Heart. 

P/s : Im changing for better way of life. 

All of Me~

And yet here we meet again.. why and why and why.. im always thinking Allah be there for me forever.. And all my dreams comes true in a second.. indeed it unbelieveable.. 

think wisely. doing nicely. stop act perfectly. just being yourself. and u can be whatever u want to be. keep dreaming and stop hoping useless thing such as stupid love. 

u can fall in love but never fall forever.. hahahah.. 

2015 April - on Eyes

Hello World, well i think its long enough there's no post right.. What am i doing? whether i'm dead or what.. its seems like i'm taking an changes.. lot lot of changes.. today worlds there'r so so many 'dead'.. Include the WAR actually.. it keep reminds me, as a human what i'm supposed to do, to think, to create, to find..  but until now still nothing.. 

Talking about life, i do find a life far way enough from anybody.. who recognize me.. as me.. until now i'm still thinking, what i'm gonna do in my life.. just do the job, take the books & study back like old life student.. The parents keep asking be someone they can talk about.. but it seems they only can talk about my job.. what am i doin? just sit down and think.. bla bla bla..

In this year i'm gonna make sure, i've settle the student loan fully and then think about Umrah with my family.. Just like that.. May Allah ease everything.. No Love, No Fun, No Crazy.. Just think about the pathetic LOAN.. 

Sayonara~

working.. busy.. tired..

rase dah lame gilew x update blog nih.. haihh.. even ade mse utk on9 fb xde mase nk update ini blog.. sian dye berhabuk.. ok la.. sejak menjak terjak masuk alam kerja ni.. macam2 da rase.. kena maki, kena bodo, kena guna otak, terpaksa hadap budak2 muke fake, blakang ckp longkang.. tpi realiti sme macam time blaja dulu.. xjauh beza sgt.. beza just rakan seperjuangan jauh sikit.. kalau dekat ade la tentera.. hahaaha...

diam x diam , dah masuk 2014 and kite sedang berpuasa.. lame dah mase berlalu.. xsabar gile nk jumpe santama sanusi ni.. aku da book dye sejak nk grad ni.. haih.. confem banyak cite dye.. hahaha.. rindu time study.. time makan megi 2 bungkus dlm tupperware besar.. masak megi telur dlm heater air.. kenakan student lain.. buli org.. gaduh.. lawan lecture.. yet we still can be those perfect person.. rindu lol.. ape pom yg jadi hope that our friendship till end..

Future Incoming

lame gile x update blog.. sorry la sejak keje balik, x ingat ape dah.. ingat keje je la.. keje 12 jam nk relex bende, gaji un ok la, dari xde keje kan? better get up for something than sit up for nothing.. just make sure the right way.. 

so post kali ni just nk share living alone, new house, new part, new hope.. sebab nak sangat blaja hidup berdikarikan, so ni la makan dye, duk umah sewa, tgal sorang2, mkn sorang2, xde tv, xde katon, xde teddy bear, xde katil spring, xde almari baju, xde baju cantik setiap bulan, xde water filter, xde ubat kalau demam on the spot, xde gelak ketawa o nanges sbb gaduh ngn adek2, xde meja makan, xde pinggan kaca, xde cawan comey, xde shower.. smue2 xde.. kalau org lain cmne? klu aku ok la, sbb da biasa dri umh sewa time blaja, tpi part TAKDE TV, TAKDE KATON tu.. sedih je, balik umah carik remote xjumpe.. lagi nak gile.. rindu katon2 kite.. sanggup download sbb nk tgok.. tapi tetap xbest.. hope one day, dapat keje yang best, persekitaran yang best, n hidup dgn family n org yg sy sayang.. penat nye la hari ni.. stok berlambak gile nk kire,nk susun.. ngntok nye.. balik nk trus tido.. bile la nk kurus ni.. makin gemok je ase.. rindu kat org pahang tu, tapi xpela.. mybe she deserve someone better.. xnak halang life dye.. even bertahun kenal pom still xbole ngam.. so that all for today.. moshimush!!!

It's 2014..

Hellloooooo..

well it's been around decade since my last post, so as for today, i'm gonna share about my latest latest life.. 

As known i'm still jobless meaning that, stay at home, clean the house and etc.. 

still thinking what i'm gonna do or willing to do..

it's married? study? set up some business? or don't do anything like some kind of boss.. 

what really i'm wanna do is, changes myself.. take the new FAIQAH out, and keep the old one close enough, to somewhere, who no one can find.. it's like korean drama.. aiggooooo

pathetic person? am i? indeed actually, i have fail in my love, in my new career, but not in my life, just wanna prove, that i'm can be like they wanna to be, and i will be, what they think they can't be.. it's my new dream, new Husna, new daughter, new person and new untrue LOVERs.. stay right close with my entry, u will find the latest hottest issues about me, my whole entire life 

Dan Seperti Biasa

Nak kata lumrah tu xla but as usual,wrong decision same mistake.. never enough.. wondering why human like me deserve nothing better than this? am i wrong? Indeed kite x bole nak agak @ nak tentukan apa yang akan jadi masa depan but kite boleh cube corakkan @ guide the way of our own life.. I've try.. Hard.. but Its seems Useless.. 

Bila dah suke, bila da percya 100% tanpa pikir akibat tu la yg jadi.. take my advice, never trust anyone who always love your from outside.. Nak kata bodoh belajar tahap diploma, nak kata pandai PHD x lepas pom.. tahla, I mengaku kestupidness i.. damn much.. 

yg bole buat skrang just truskan hidup sama ada sakit @ x,org ckp kalau lawan ckp parents da pandai x kanla nk hdup sush xbole kan?? 

Sama ada susah @ senang yg penting niat, as for me, I da buat, da cube, so the result is nothing.. That means, enough is enough..Just blah je la..Teruskan hidup.. Husna is The Best Right ? 

Indeed We Need to be Strong Enough

Tgok kat tittle pom bole paham rase nye kan? Tapi tu la, kite manusia je.. sekuat mne pom kite nk jadi setakat yg mampu n terdaya.. Tapi jgn xberusaha.. Act lately agak bz, coz, i keje part time.. Best jugak la.. Even i xda la berkawan sgt but i enjoy.. Dari buang mase kt umah.. Then i realize that i should find another work.. not just for the part time.. So bersepah2 la resume.. 

Tapi, xtahu la betul ke x kputusan aku ni, indeed mmg aku nk smbung study but nk makesure la yg duit ade.. malas nk pk pasal duit pinjaman.. bole jdi gile.. So dengan hati rela x rela, acuh x acuh mohon jugak uitm tu.. dgn coz yg clearly ngarot.. But i hope thats the best thing i have do.. InsyaAllah if dapat,then sambung la faiqah kalau x dpt, then i would go to achieve the experience outside kajang.. confirm.. wish me luck.. AMEEENN :)

Antara Jawapan dan Pilihan

sometimes, kite xperlu kan sape pom dlm hidup kite except family. right? but indeed we do need someone to share our own probs.. x semua family nak share prasaan kite or anything.. but slagi x try kite xkan tahu.. Mia ni lately asik nk kuar sangkar dah knpe? haihh.. sbb rindu mey ke hape ank aku ni.. jap ye.. **iklan2

back to our story, hurm.. aku x harap apa2 dri perhubungan.. but its just nice, dye willing nk take care and anggp kite penting.. but bile dah clash, doesn't means dye yg salah.. kene tgok pada diri kite jugk.. clearly, kadang2, kite yg salah.. but for u, its my mistake.. i do apologize for everything.. im just not best enough to be with u.. i can't make u trust me even once.. i hope u will finally find the one in your life.. seriusly bukn umo and rupa yg kite pandang.. especially aku, x kesah langsung.. lagi2 pasal harta.. never mention about it.. i do hope u can get those happiness, don't make the same mistake.. i do happy in the same times, i do crying.. a lot.. but sy tahu awk x nmpk.. sy xnk paksa awk.. kong2 awk.. bende tu buat sy bosan kalau sy kena.. but in terms of love, we do protect our own precious thing.. but im just not the one.. u can find the right girl.. trust me.. u have everything, i don't have anything.. find your true love.. don't stuck your life like you said apa salah sy, sampai awk sakitkn hati sy.. the true is, sy xpnh nk sakitkn hati awk tu.. sy rase sy da buat yg terbaik.. yg semampu sy sebagai seorang manusia.. jgn cop sy mcm xda hati xda prasaan.. sy trima ape je awk ckp kt sy, but please jgn ckp mcm sy xda hati.. kalau sy nk layan semua org, sy xkn ckp sy kapel.. better i've said sy single.. org pom x bodoh rasenye.. cukup la sy gile sorang2.. its totally ok.. im happy with my own world.. even im lonely.. dont worry.. this is me.. the one in the million.. only me.. be happy..

Sincerely : Me 

Dunia Sekarang ◔̯◔

As for tonight, aku nk share, ape yg aku rase.. Lately mcm2 hal jadi.. Lagi2 pada muslim.. Apa yg dorang bole ckp just dunia akhir zaman, its right but where we are now? what we do? kite dah sedia ke nk terima hukuman atau balasan kite kat sana? amalan kite, perbuatan kite, kata2 kite dan sebagainya. Semakin kite jage atau semakin teruk? Bile ckp cmni, first tgok diri la kan.. But what i can say, i know myself, i do make mistake, i will not and never make the same mistake twice..
Time skolah dulu, bile bincang pasal bnde cmni, ayat2 mesti ckp " harap2 time kiamat, kite dgn family, jgn la mati sorang"

Camner nk ckp, bile da dibangkitkan tu, kite xkan knal da sape family, kekasih, kawan etc semua.. kite sendiri takut sbb amalan kite.. kite akn tergolong dlm golongan yg mane.. Nak lepas titian Sirat tu, lg2 lebar dye, same dgn sehelai rambut belah 7.. Bayangkan la..

Time g raya umah pakcik ni, kwn ibu la.. Dye cerita pasal ni, even kite da tau, tpi dye siap cite pengalaman dye as tukang mandi mayat.. Sedih ade, Seram lagi la.. Sampai ibu ckp, dunia da penat tanggung dosa manusia.. Tu belum lg dgn panas api neraka, paling latest sambutan kemerdekaan kan? wah, yg sebok duk ajak g sambut pom ade.. Bengong gile, sambut utk? kadang2 bukan rase diri kite perfect, no at least, jgn tambah lagi dose sedia ade tu, cube kurangkan, cube pluskan dgn pahala.. Ajar diri taubat.. But kite ckp pom x pandang diri, but i know my own self.. xkan selamanya aku nk jd cmni.. even x berpasangan, cukup la berbakti utk parents.. tu je.. yg penting la.. kadang2 cinta tu bole tolong tapi xkn cukup.. One fine day, i will change.. for my family.. for everyone.. Enough its enough.. Org non muslims sebok kejar islam, we as muslim sebok tiru non muslims.. thats all~

Celebration ~

Ok.. Post mlm ni nak story pasal open house ngn celeb bufday adek2 i yg kecik2 nih.. Mmg best la dorang, kwn dye yg dtg, aku jd mangsa.. Haihh.. Penat! Menu? Ok cite pasal menu, latest i join land office petaling punye open house, damn gile, kambing golek dye sedap sgt.. Nk amik bnyk mmg x la, sbb public ramai gile.. Tpi mmg sedap, so riki2 ngn ibu nk kambing golek, siap kene perli, nnti ibu bela kambing utk adek ye.. Hah.. So x jd la.. Sedih sikit.. So u all yg nk buat open house tu do wt kambing golek, so i akn golek2 dtg umah u all nk makan.. Aummm.. Hahahaa.. Sebab start kul 10am so menu utk pgi, we serve nasi lemak ayam, sandwich tuna, popia goreng, kopi and tea.. Utk lunch, we serve mee kari, air x pasti, ribena asenye dan bi hun goreng.. Utk dinner, we serve rendang daging masak hitam, rendang daging bese.. Utk nk mkn ngn nasik la.. Air mmg x pasti, but air puteh mmg ade, utk i of coz, mmg x kn mkn semua2 tu.. But skrng ni bwu lepas kopek kentang 30 biji nk buat inti karipap dgn kuah kari tu.. Hehe.. Bertuah tau, dpt gak rase i buat karipap, jgn main2..  Penat nk masak nih.. Dessert akk buat pudding caramel, cup cake, cake prun o red velvet.. Tpi tu x pasti.. Sbb aku mlas nk buat , lg2 velvet yg lapis2.. Urgh.. Skali tu pom da tahap mental.. Nampak x ketidaksabaran tuh.. Haiihhh.. Tpi ibu confirm buat kek coklat kukus.. So please yourself utk join, mmbe aku x rmai pom, ade dlm 5 org je kot yg mybe dtg.. Nk sambung kopek bawng.. Nk kmas mja lg.. Gosok bju akk.. Bla2.. So see u tomorrow.. Xoxo.. Muuaahhhh!

Citizen Nowdays?

Nowdays tu means sekarang, masa kini, yg terbaru.. Right? So cite kite mlm ni nk discuss pasal ni la.. Pasal ape? Hurm.. Let me think first. Sebabkan kite x bole tulis ikut sedap anak tekak kite, even we do have our OWN right but bende or isu sensitif akan diband and bole kene saman tau.. Hah.. Actually tu salah satu contoh adat masa kini kpd bloggers yg brani.. Not me la ye.. Im still young.. Hahaa.. Latest i g sg buloh, wah i gitu kan, xnk nmpk mcm x respect sgt use aku kau.. So i u la.. Cute what.. Terasa jauh sgt bile msuk simpang land Office petaling tu, terus2 ade jln kecik, if trus lgi bole tembus highway nk ke kuala selangor. Nk g raya umh kwn ibu. Dye pndai gile masak. Sebab true Melayu. Hah!! Jln nk ke umh dye tu kite akn lalu perkampungan org kemboja.. What?? Serius weyh.. Ade kampung kemboja.. Pastu kampung indon setinggan then baru kg makcik tu.. My mum kje land office so i tnye, do they pay those cukai what so ever, my mum told me that they have not pay even single cent then they do have the right on that land property.. Terkejut ase nk pengsan x la.. But tnye makcik tu how do they get those tanah kn.. Cite dye bile org kg nk jual tanah tu sbb takut tmpt tu x mmbgun, so dorang yg foreigner ni pandai tau.. Dorang beli ramai2 buat kampung, so xda la dorang takut dan live happily ever after, then we as the Malaysians ni terpakse la tunggu jadi jutawan or hartwan utk beli tanah yg foreigner bole beli dgn harga murah. Nk beli umah? Lg la kn.. Klu x kje gaji 2k above mmg x la nk amik loan utk umh. Loan kete pom da goyang2.. Haih.. Tambah dgn loan blaja ni.. Ya Allah, ase nk pengsan.. Ahahah.. Membe yg da keje, nmpk sedap je.. Hurm.. Tapi xpela, nasib masing2.. We as Malaysian, bole beli rumah teres x pom rumah yg xda tanah, but foreigner dpt tanah siap bole besarkn umh lg, ade yg bole pkai volkswagen lgi.. I pom x mmpu.. Be the wisely Malaysian.. Ini bukan racist but i do think about all malaysian people.. Yes, they are also human being, but yet this our home, our own land.. Yet we don't the rightful one.. Some people akn anggp bnde ni x penting, sebab utk generasi kn.. Hari ni, g open house member, dapat jugk tidokan baby.. Comel.. Nnek baby tu pom xperasan cucu dye.. Kalau ade peluang, i nak adopt baby girl.. Seriously.. Hahaha.. Dah2 jum tdo.. Love u alls.. :*

Updated #_#

Ok.. Ok.. Setelah selesai update resume, hasil tunjuk ajar master sifu, Ya Allah, nampak sgt aku bebal gile. Hahaha. Siap kne marah lg, maki jgn ckp la. Siap cakap resume aku sampah lg, perghh.. Ayat makan dalam.. Tapi xpe, first time kan.. Baru sikit tu, kalau kne lg  ase nye terjun bangunan gamak nye.. Hehehe.. Tak tahu la kelaut mne aku pk, tetbe nk speak jawa, haaa.. Amik ko.. Jgn diajar ini budak, kan da speaking..hehehe.. Tgh sedap update resume, ade sorang budak ni, xtahu la nme ape,tnye umo. Of coz dlm fb bebal tu.. Haih.. Serius aku ckp la umo aku 28.. Hahahaha.. Lantak la nk cye ke x, trus dye off9.. Dek, akk xdak mase nk lyn awk2 smue ni. Akk on9 like status ngn main game je.. X pom ngarut sorng2.. Lumrah la tuh.. Nk layan chat tu utk budk skolah je, akk da tua.. Haaa.. Kadang2 terfikir, knape manusia x pernah puas, example mcm kapel kan, mesti nk skandal curang bebagai.. Masalah dtg dari diri sendiri.. Mesti pk yg tu dulu.. Tapi semua nya dari Allah, bahagia tu nikmat, derita atau sakit tu ujian. Bukti kite sebagai Hamba Allah.. Terima je dgn hati ikhlas, org ckp kat akk, ko ckp snng la, ko x rase.. Abes tu ko rase susah sgt ke dek, ade mcm nk g perang ke? Susah tu dtg dri otak ko. Da ko ckp sush, mati je la dek.. X semua org paham kalau ckp lmbut2 nih.. Nmpk mcm gurau.. Silap ye dek.. Akk x pnh gurau tau.. Tadi time update bnde ni, sempat lari jap g raya umah jiran kat bawah tu hah.. Hehe.. Mood tu ade lg.. Masuk2 aku je x salam lg, sbb  over lambat siap, smue da siap duk borak bgai kan.. Dah salam2, makcik tu tnye, ini yg bongsu ke? Hahaha.. Tgok muke eya, mmg x tahan.. Serius.. Hahahaha.. Yg paling best dye tnye eya kolej mne, lg aku gelak.. Bukan nk nganjing tau.. As akk yg cantik lg manje kan, hah! Nk la adek pom hot like akk.. Even akk dye ni x laku, bg la adek laku kan.. Aku da ckp da jgn mkn mlm, no air manis, no kopi no sugar. Degill sgt.. Aku x bg mkn nasi bole nnges.. Haii.. Ibu pulak ckp, xpela bia gemok asal pandai.. Hurm.. Cmne nk kurus, ibu asal x habes mkn bg eya.. Aku tau ibu risau, bukan aku xnk makn.. Tapi selagi ok, cmni la aku nk hdup.. Utk dri aku jgk.. Even ibu masak ape pom mmg sedap, tpi aku punye pantang lg hebat.. Hehehe.. Asenye dri smlm aku mkn aiskrim je.. Arini je lain, sbb teman husna senget tu mkn.. Haiihh.. Layankn je, dye ckp dye x da bff pom.. Dek, hdup xperlu bff juz perlukan kwn.. Dye banyak ckp, aku rase nk tdo je kdang2.. Hahaha.. Aku lg senang bhsekn diri aku kakak even ko lg tua.. Trust me, no one will know my true age.. Hahaha.. Except yg penting tu la.. Hurm.. Mase g raya td, pakcik tu tukang mndi mayat, dye cite la mcm2.. Ade some parts yg aku tertarik bile dye ckp "untung baik untung jahat".. Aku x paham sgt sbnarnye, sbb xbape dgr.. Tpi dye ckp iblis bole menyerupai ape pom kecuali bahagian kaki dye..bile dye kaitkan iblis dgn utg jahat tu aku jadi x paham..  Tapi kite kena tabik kat dye, sbb dye sanggup buat kerja yg ade setengah imam pom x sanggup. Dunia, yg berkuasa yg berharta yg ternama sentiasa menang. Tapi kalah akhirnya. ^_^

Recently *_*

Puasa sebulan da habis, raya pom da dekat 2 minggu camtu, budak2 da msuk sekolah balik, yg study da msuk blaja balik. Tinggal la alone kat umah.. Haih.. Bosan ? X la, sbb main game je. Beli buku xtw utk ape, buat hiasan je ase nye.. Hehe.. Lately mcm berita dgr paling teruk yg kat mesir.. Sgt teruk rasenye.. Dengar pom da gerun.. Pasal sabah kne serang pom kite da takut, kalu mcm mesir tu xtw la cmne.. Bukn nk ckp psal tu.. Hehe.. Da dekat 3 bulan duk umah.. Bile ade org tanye, ckp duk umah je.. Hakikatnye kan.. Serius mmg ade niat nk sambung, but its suddenly change everything.. Bukan berubah, tapi niat nk blaja tu jdi mcm ntah la.. Tetbe rase nk HIDUP sendiri.. Which means, nk merantau.. Ala x kira dekat o jauh yg penting berdikarikan? Sampai bile nk duk kt kajang ni.. Kite xkan dapat ape2 kalu duk satu tmpt je kn.. Maybe kalu ade peluang sambung la.. But for now on, ade bende yg lg penting.. Tapi x sampai hati nk bgtw kat ibu, sbb ade aritu salah faham sikit.. Semua pasal budak2 kt fb yg komen ngarut.. Just comment je, but ibu kan org lama, so dye rase ank dye buat salah, even mmg salah.. Hehehe.. I've got a very long message.. Fuh!! Last aku dpt msg cmtu mase study kat poli time tu akk ade konflik ngn ibu.. Tapi msg yg kali mmg totally out. Ade ayat ibu ckp " ibu anggap adek mcm kawn, bole kongsi cite, bole paham ibu" .. Actually xda masalah sbnarnye.. Sebab aku x tegur ibu, pastu   Emo sorang2.. Kadang2 even itu mak kite, kite still kena bg penjelasan yg panjang lebar.. Ibu kan, dye tetap akn percya anak dye.. Sebab tu dye jadi ibu.. Mase hantar ben balik poli aritu, aku la drive, time balik, ibu duk sbelah, sbb takut aku bwk laju, laju jugak la ase nye.. Kul 6 lebih gerak, kul 8 da smpai kajang.. Hehehe.. 160 je..XD tu pom sbb ibu tido, ben sbok msj.. Hujan x lebat, but balik tu lebat, so bwk 120 je.. Hahaha.. Champion nih..  Time tu la, aku rse time utk spend dgn ibu je.. Borak pasal semua bnde.. Mmg susah jadi ibu tunggal, kadang2 ank x paham, but x sume ank yg bermasalah mcm aku, xleh paham hati org.. Trust me, aku tahu hati org cmne.. Sebab tu ape je masalah org kongsi dgn aku, aku akn ckp, its gonna be ok. Trust me.. Kite bole tipo perasaan tapi bukan hati.. Kite bole ckp i hate u but hati still akn ckp i loved u.. Everything start dgn hati, ikhlas o x, jujur o x, yg penting hati.. #wish me luck ^_^

Ramadhan Al Mubarak ✌♫♪˙❤‿❤˙♫♪✌

Rasenye da lame but x lama jugak la. Hari ni baru rase nk update blog. Well x lama lagi dah abes bulan puasa right? But u still have chance to get the Pahala. hehehe. Anyway, ramadhan kali ni rase x meriah mcm yg lepas mybe sbb semuanye da besar panjang.
Suasana nk sambut raya pun x berapa sgt. Semua da masuk blaja, jauh2 kan. Cuti utk raya pom just seminggu dua cmtu. So x bape nk fun sgt. Betul x?
But this year, mcm ajar kite yg kite semakin dewasa not kanak2 dah. So care pemikiran pom berubah, nk main mercun pom ase macam x best langsung. 

Ibu ckp, lame2 bile da xda org tua mmg raya rase bosan. Sbb org tua tu yg kite nk ziarah kn. Kite xda nye nk ngam ngn semua sedara sebaya kite, tpi disebabkan ade nye org tua mereka. 

Part yg lagi tambah bosan. bile yg dewasa ni x da rase mcm nk rye. Puasa pom duk dlm rumah, tido bangun utk buke. Kuar mlm2 then sahur pom still kene kejut? Hey guys, umo da tua bangka right? nonsense sgt. 

Org dewasa bg contoh pd yg kecik2 nih. Kalu yg besar pom cmtu, xkn yg kecik nk kne buat keje org besar kan? 

X rase bosan ke tido sepanjang hari? X pening ke duduk terperap dlm rumah xbuat ape2 melainkn main game n on9?

Aku pom tdo pas solat subuh tpi xdala smpai zohor. Nonsense mcmtu. 

Patutnye bulan puasa ajar kite utk lebih more educated in our own life. Tentu kan arah hdup d'smping kwl nafsu. Jadi la anak lelaki yg b'guna. Sebab tu kowang jd lelaki. Kalau rase nk jadi perempuan just change the whole thing. 

Ia lebih kpd mengadu kan? hehe. well xtau nk ckp cmne bile dpt family members yg agak x bape nk peduli perasaan keluarga dye sndri. Kalau ade yg penting bru carik kan. Do not treat your family like yours friend. Remember ~

Think First o(╥﹏╥)o

as a human being, we are normally make a mistake~
but please do not argue about something that u don't know the truth~
bile mula je b'gaduh, hal lain yg xda kne mgena akan timbul~

dari yg penting sampai yg x penting~

bukan nk salahkan sape2~

it's our own self~

we do protect our own thing, our own love, why can't u believe at me once?~

it's hard?

it's satisfied to argue about something ?
the thing that i have clearly explain~

tapi maybe itu salah nye.. 

setiap masalah ade permulaan, klimaks plus ending right~

i'm sorry. 

(ㄒoㄒ)(╥╥)

Love Hurt Life Hope in One ✌♫♪˙❤‿❤˙♫♪✌

Hello night . where im going to start ? hurm . ok . It's been 7 months of our relationship . Sometimes kitaorg gaduh sbb hal yang sgt OMG ..
Tapi sbb dye marah JELES~
camne la dye boleh nk jeles, haih dye ni . . Gemok, even koi layan org baik, dalam ati koi ade aok je gemok. . aok je koi syg . . Banyak kali koi ckp koi syg aok. thousand times. only u. the last one. in my heart. my only last love. my last hope. the one only u Gemok !
Geram sgt, bile kite ckp dye asik nk deny kan statement kite. Bila tnye syg ke x, ckp syg, but macam nk aku pergi je . . siap bg green light lagi . .haih. . kalau la aok kt depan mate koi, koi nk ketuk2 aok. tapi x bole, sbb koi syg aok . .
Yg latest lgi best ..  gaduh2 sampai clash sekejap . . biasa la kapel kan . . bukan kawen . . even da declare . . Sbb komen dgn org lain je . . dye punye marah haih . . sampai suruh org blah. . hurm. nmpk x care dye tuh . .

Let me show some of her picture~

haha.. gemok kan..  :D
v( ‘.’ )v koi x tahu la ape budak ni makan sampai pipi dye tembam.. kan? Ya Allah cute gile dye ni. paling comel bibir dye. kalah justin bieber kot. . haha . . koi syg aok gemok. rindu aok gemok. hahaha. . koi x reti nk marah aok, so koi boleh buat cmni je utk balas dendam . kalau aok ase nk buang koi lg siap la.. tu last thing aok boleh buat tahu gemok?
i will do anything to be with u. my promise for u gemok~ 

Tentang Dia

Sayang kan dye :'(



sape dye? hurm ..  meh la aku cite ye, start until now . . .
knal kat facebook, first2 dye add aku terus app sbb ? tertarik sbnarnye . .
first conversation kitaowg 8 dec 2012, mcm tau2 je aku sgt lonely . .
sgt2 lonely then she came, even she has someone . .
she make my day smile without words..

until 25 dec , we declare our love on 3.00 pm . .
i'm so happy. indeed. i know she just break up with her partner, but i think i suppose to be the 'One' ..

why i never post anything about her ? i'm scared she will leave me . .
until yesterday, she text me that something will changes our relation .. sad ? every second. i don't need a friend, i need her by my side. always be with me.

why i loved her ? let me tell the truth, she the first person i meet who never smoke, lovely even she doesn't know how to be romance, a best friend even she bored listen my stories but i know she will never be mine . .

for 2 month i be with u, i hear u cry, u hear me crying of stupid things, u told the words i have never heard from my ex before, u make me happy even we never meet, i love u, always be u, even one day u will totally forget about me, i will never forget our love.

I'm crying, I'm stupid but I know I will never find someone like u. I will never love someone else like I do towards u hubby.

I wish we can get our second chance. Our second love.
What I have promise to u, I will do .
I loved u, I need u

HER !

as u can see the title was her ~ 

as i could mention the new important person in my life.

NUR KHAIRIQ APHZAN BT HAMZAH

we have been married for 1 month 2 days, 

we known each other near 2 months.. 

but i don't know what make me so interest and love her..

sebenarnye mmg la perkenalan kitaowg masih baru lgi.. 

terlalu baru.. but what i can say it's was cinta kilat.. 

aku da mule sygkn dye mase minggu ke 2 kitaowg knal.. 

even time tuh dye still kapel ngn ex dye.. 

kadang2 aku rase, aku x patut layan dye.. 

ex dye lagi berhak utk amik dye.. aku? tah la..

 aku nk kn kasih syg dye..

for some reason.. i think that she still love her ex..

i think she will back to her gf..

i think that this love will end..

that what i'm thinking.. but i pray for us to stay together..

always be together no matter what happen..

always spread our love.. our heart will be stuck together.. 

sayang sayangkn hubby sgt.. terlampau syg.. 

please make our dream come true bb

#always be with the tears..