: home already : what to do :

finally the exam was over.. it's take time to updated my blogs coz my internet modem crazy enough .. haha.. using a broaband give a lot of pressure especially during the raining time.. there's no line at all and i have to wait only to open the google front page... so i'm write now not to discuss about this thing..
i going to write on how i'm going to spend my holidays for 2 month before i go back to the polytech for the third semester.... i'm 19 years old.. in this country on this age i can get in a pub.. but for a muslim girl i will never get in to that place.. i'm want to get some part time work.. at least i have a money to buy a lot of shoes for my third sem.. i need it.. i don't want to let my mom give it all.. i must go and find it on my own way.. it call independent !! i have to do so i can go practical for the fourth semester well..
but my mom say she still can support me.. and all her children : but mom i don't want u to work hard anymore.. u must stay home and let us support u.. if they don't want i will,,
seriously i willing not married just to get my mom a better life..
so.. i must do the smart and the best decision right??
ariosss... :D