Then i realise that will be the last day for all of us.. on 10.30 pm before im going to sleep, i do say in my heart " oh Allah please wake me up before 12 am".. indeed Allah granted my wishes with suprise.. My older brother calling and claim that our father passed away.. yg buat sakit hati bile yg bagitahu abah da xde tu org lain yg xde kne mngena dgn kitaorg.. isteri abah tu xde nk call bagitahu even dye ade no akak dgn abg.. why human could be so cruel? damn it..
11:30 pm, kitaorg g hospital secepat mungkin and nmpk pompuan tu sebok call sedara mara dye, n smue sedara dye pandng kitaorg mcm hina sgt.. well people donno our story.. just know our status as the children for abah.. i know its to late.. abah da xde.. kejap sgt2..
abah koma mase kitaorg kat madinah.. everyday aku doa juz for this time, give me time to taking care of abah.. im to busy thinking about my work.. about others.. about my own problems before i realize that my own father do need me there.. but keep busy thinking that he have her own damn it wife which is he left us for that woman.. too busy thinking all the past.. and the present we do lost our father before he can see us fully grown up as a woman and man..
Abah..
its my own mistake for leaving u fully to that woman.. they said she can take care of u more than we afford too.. they said u will live longer with her rather than stay with us.. yes its too late to apologize for everything.. but Allah know what the best for us as human being.. yes i lost u up here in this world.. but i have found u deep down inside my truly heart.. its my biggest mistake to trust others for taking care of u.. and trust that abah siblings will covered u up forever.. end up u passed away without one of your siblings beside u and no one are there to please your dead body.. i will remember all wht they do to us.. so i know, its my family.. i should take care all by our self.. Please rest in Peace.. We love u as much as we know..
#Its Never Too Late for Allah..
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