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When End Come Near~

Basically everything seems nice.. seems ok.. nothing changes.. the same person keep blaming people.. the one who totally keep pushing others for the own goodness.. but it's just OK for us? for our life? for our own condition.. do they even think for a moment to the one they keep blame / push / mad.. don they know wht karma it is? sometimes i do think wisely before act to others kot.. but seems like their don even care or scare about it.. 

but deep inside my heart i do hope all of this things going around even more faster.. no more sadness.. no more painful.. no more war.. its bcoz me as a human being cant do anything.. barely nothing~

im dreaming.. yet im still dreaming.. i donno when will i can wake up and faces an reality world.. all the problems.. all the people.. 
Bonda always said.. protect yourself.. get strong.. be strongest.. keep being useful for others.. dont let others make u suffer like the oldies one.. 

Im trying.. always trying.. to be the best for them.. as one and only child could die for their happiness.. 

Everyday.. before going to sleep..  i'll make sure i can see they faces clearly.. hears the voices.. life was short.. and its not keep longer.. no one can deny tht.. what eva will happen.. i just want the best for them.. 

I wanna make damn sure, if i die, they have something tht could make them proud of me.. 

#life is short. We have trusted we can make it longer~


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